Saturday, December 27, 2008
My parents drive me crazy. What's new?
They went shopping today and left a list of chores. What's new?
I slept until 2pm. What's new?
Here's what's new:
Since I slept until 2pm, I was unaware of the chores until probably 3 or 3:30 because I don't automatically scour the dining room table for a post it note with chores listed on it. Then, since I was elected to do the outdoor chores, I wanted to get a shower before I put on my coat and boats to go out to do them. Unfortunately, Steve was sick today (What's new?) so I couldn't get into the bathroom until 5. Not to mention the fact that it rained all day. So yeah, I could have vacuumed before they got home. Shoot me. It takes like five minutes tops to vacuum our two area rugs, one in the dining room and the other in the living room.
But no, Dad had to rampage around and yell at everyone because the chores weren't done when they got home. I'm not even going to get into how, on his days off, he sits around all day in a bathrobe and does nothing because "it's my day off." Ugh.
My reward for tonight is a 9pm bedtime. At this point, I'm welcoming it. I am tired. Just what they don't know is I'm more tired of them (and mostly Dad) than I am physically tired. That's the story behind my Facebook status. At this point, I really would like to go away to college and not come back. Nothing personal to anyone else. I'm just sick of my family.
I did have a lot more to say, but that's not happening since I have two hours left before bed. I'll just summarize for now:
This week was totally unproductive for me, so starting tomorrow I'm going to try to shift the focus more toward homework.
I love the new strings and picks I got for my bass guitar for Christmas, but the low B string is too thick to fit through the hole on the bottom of the guitar, so I had to order a smaller one. Should be here in 5-7 business days. Whatever that means.
I have been totally lazy and inactive on days I don't have practice so far, so I'm going to try to start dedicating at least an hour or so a day to core exercises. Hopefully I actually stick with it.
I've only played for about five minutes so far, but I got Crisis Core: Final Fantasy VII for my PSP for Christmas and it's pretty awesome. I'll probably be playing it a lot in the near future. It'll be a struggle to focus on important things like homework over this.
I haven't written a song since like August or September, and I'd like that to change. I have several ideas, but no time to expand upon them. This won't change in the near future, as I plan to prioritize at least homework and the core exercises over songwriting.
Lastly, something probably most people don't realize about me. Right now, I think I can honestly say that I am legitimately depressed. Things aren't going well for me. Actually, that's a lie. The past few days before today were pretty fun, but I have had too many negative things on my mind for too long for just a few good days to make it all go away. I really feel like just crying right now, and I don't know why. I wish I could make it all go away, but it won't.
What's new?
