Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Emotionally, that is. I've got one close friend who has rejected his faith, and another whose best friend has asked not to see him until December. Depression rubs off after a while. So here I am, at 1am, listening to Nine Inch Nails and listening to the one happy person in my life tell me how great I am because I'm convinced I'm a terrible person.
Sometimes the real world is too much for me. I want to crawl in bed and just sleep my life away so I don't have to worry about it anymore. Argh.
Ok, that's enough. I'll go back to being that happy, go with the flow person you all know and love now. Life is grand. Yee haw.
Do you know how far this has gone?
Just how damaged have I become?
When I think I can overcome,
It runs even deeper...
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